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a face only mom could love

 Theres another song inside my head.  Its driving me insane.  But wasnt I already?  So... does that mean its making me sane?   
Im confused.  My head is hurting.  Im crying but I feel no tears.  My heart is aching.   
Sa many emotions.  Too much to grasp.  A raw knife.  The color red.   
Stop yelling  Stop screaming.  I hear you just fine.  What did you just say?   
The color red.  A familiar color.  Why am I aching all over?  Mom, why are you holding that?   
Mom let it go!  MOM! Let It Go!  Cant you see

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Opposites ExistThe reality is you're not near me  My dream is you're around.   
The false is that you hear me  The truth is that you're deaf.   
The fact is that you listen  The opinion is that you talk.   
My dream is that you see me  The reality is you're blind.   
The opinion is that you care  The fact is that you won't.   
The lie is when you say, "I Love You"  The truth is that you don't. Opposites Exist
in Open on 3/18/04
DictatorshipLet me use my tounge and my lips  To preach the words of dictatordhip  The ones with the power,  The ones who control  Are the teachers of old and the preachers of cold  They're chilling me, Killing me, Holding me down  They're choaking me, Breaking me, Im being held down.  Im fighting. Im trying. I need help. Heed my words.  Dont leave me Alone.  Stand up with me and fight like they do, Oh! So coldly.  The ones with the power need to be stoped.  The puppets who we are need to be dropped.  Those strings that attach us force us to do what we choose not.  But our choice is limited Dictatorship
in Open on 2/21/04
Dont Know - Dont CareIgnorance is Bliss  The power to dream remains.  To wonder is not a crime  To know is painful   
Ignorance is Bliss  The fantasy is constant  The learning process is corruptive  To know is painful   
Ignorance is Bliss  The imagination runs wild  The story remains the same  To know is painful Dont Know - Dont Care
in Open on 11/25/03
Im Not Conceited I gaze at the sky.  I see things taking shape.  Theres a figure in the sky.  This figure moves and shifts.   
The figure turns out to be a face.  This face distrorts and sneds me chills.  Somethings not right.  This figure is evil.   
I dont like this face.  I can sense its false.  It sends me into a state of numbness.  Yet, I cant tear my eyes from this disgusting beautiful figure; this face.   
It haunts me.  Even now that I walked away,  All those years ago.  That face; that figure.   
What was that figure?  Whos face was that? &n Im Not Conceited
in Open on 8/25/03
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Whos done this to meWho has done this to me?  Pushed me out beyond my years,  Addicted me to all the tears,  Concentrated the whole worlds fears   
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Who has done this to me?  Used me, abused me ,just for fun  Screwed up my life, to watch me run  And I know my troubles have only just begun   
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Dude.... GRACIAS!

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 25, 2004, 12:04 PM
IM SO SLOW! I -POR FIN- Realized that the only reason I cant write anymore is cuz IM not the same person. I mean I realized that Im not the same person who started out here b4.... Ive grown and Ive come to realize that Ive changed. Whatever made me think that I would still be able to write the same way I used to is NOW BEYOND ME. I have evolved and that means my poetry has come with me. I have decided to change my style of writing. I mean I can still write about the same things only change the format and the wording to better fit my refreshed personality. So.... Im gonna get a box, put in all my old books filled with my OLD poetry, and let nature take its course so I can survive the jungle of critics who IM sure when I write my new shit will be out to get me. I mean when I first started here there was this one in particular that never posted on the site, he would EMAIL me CONSTANTLY and it was thanx to him I realize now what I need to do. So dude, cant remember ur name SORRY!, Thanx for everything.
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  • Current Age: 15
  • Current Residence: Union City, NJ
  • Interests: Writing, Reading, Music, Anime & Magna, Sleeping, Munching on Chocolate, Daydreaming
  • Favourite movie: The Lion King.... I know ALL the words!
  • Favourite band or musician: Coldplay and Blink 182
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock but I like All
  • Favourite artist: ALOT of them
  • Favourite poet or writer: Way Too Many
  • Favourite photographer: Dont really care just have to like the art itself
  • Favourite style of art: Many
  • Operating System: a trusting one
  • MP3 player of choice: One that works
  • Shell of choice: dont own one so I wouldnt know.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Something Cool... original thought right?
  • Skin of choice: Thanz for the offer but I like my own
  • Favourite game: Any that Im good at
  • Favourite gaming platform: Volleyball and Basketball Court
  • Favourite cartoon character: Setsuna and Snoopy
  • Personal Quote: I Need One... Ive grown since my last one. Give me time
  • Tools of the Trade: Pens and Paper... and COFFEE! I cant function without coffee

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~hottplaybunniee:iconhottplaybunniee: Jul 5, 2007, 10:18:20 PM Mood: Neutral
slut! lol iam finally in! lol

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~Just have to think of a happy,have a little faith,and whats the other thing?........oh yeah pixie dust~
~hottplaybunniee:iconhottplaybunniee: Jul 5, 2007, 10:18:16 PM Mood: Neutral
slut! lol iam finally in! lol

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~Just have to think of a happy,have a little faith,and whats the other thing?........oh yeah pixie dust~
~hottplaybunniee:iconhottplaybunniee: Apr 25, 2005, 5:20:56 PM
mija can you write back just to say hi

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~Just have to think of a happy,have a little faith,and whats the other thing?........oh yeah pixie dust~
~hottplaybunniee:iconhottplaybunniee: Nov 8, 2004, 11:44:39 AM
i got in 2 days ago and you dont do shyt lol that funni

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~Just have to think of a happy,have a little faith,and whats the other thing?........oh yeah pixie dust~
~hottplaybunniee:iconhottplaybunniee: Jun 19, 2004, 4:53:12 PM
HEY YOU! YEA YOU! GET ONLINE MORE!!!! GOD DAMN IT LOL .
~hottplaybunniee:iconhottplaybunniee: Mar 26, 2004, 9:25:35 AM
can you freaking write me baack like right now i have lil time online plus its free lol
!areincarnation:iconareincarnation: Dec 4, 2003, 3:27:25 AM
cheers for the fav

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many cry for the dolphin, trapped in fishing nets.

but who cries for the tuna?
~corruptedangel:iconcorruptedangel: Nov 29, 2003, 11:59:59 AM
Got yourself a notepad yet?

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and all that jazz... :meditation:

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~corruptedangel:iconcorruptedangel: Sep 14, 2003, 8:18:21 AM
Hey punk... get some more shit up here!

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and all that jazz... :meditation:

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~jessie-bo-bessy:iconjessie-bo-bessy: Sep 9, 2003, 3:44:20 PM
HEY! i JUST figured out how to check to see who favorited your artwork and i saw that you favorited one of my works so thank you!!!! lol
~jadedpheonix:iconjadedpheonix: Sep 4, 2003, 10:01:40 AM
ooh! ooh! write about murdering daisies! (sorry, it was there, and I'm stupid)

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"Wear that mask until you love it ... and then die in it." - I guess I found my Iron Mask
~corruptedangel:iconcorruptedangel: Sep 3, 2003, 8:38:00 AM
THIS SUCKED! in my opinion anyway.... and Im not that good to even pass judgement. Now Ive read ur other work... and the difference is very noticable. I mean I SUCK and well let me stop! May one care to elaborate on why it sucked.... ? hehe... i love criticism! so by all means.. expand.. expand away!

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~pandachic:iconpandachic: Sep 1, 2003, 8:50:53 PM
Ahhhh thank you for the favorite... i just now saw u did... i think, i dunno hte box thing said u did...... so thank you!!!!! XD

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:heart: :heart: :toast: :heart: :heart: Will You be my toast?? :heart: :heart: :toast: :heart: :heart:
~kiero:iconkiero: Aug 27, 2003, 3:52:11 PM
AH! Thanks so much for the comments, I appreciate it... A LOT ^__^
*ssgoku-23:iconssgoku-23: Aug 27, 2003, 10:18:54 AM
Hi worthless-poet, I wanted to thank you for the nice comment. On my G n G ScreenShot. I really appreciate it.
~mlock:iconmlock: Aug 27, 2003, 7:24:54 AM
thanks for the comment 8)
*arcangle:iconarcangle: Aug 27, 2003, 5:39:41 AM
;-]~

you're too f*#ng cool and hilarious & I sooooooooooo dig you're obscure sense of humor

GRACI FOR YOUR COMMENT ON ONE OF MY PIECES.........but honestly, it was what you said - not just that you commented on somethin' of mine that got me to here
;////////////and from here i go into exploration mode.........perhaps there will be more to come from me later...........................

arcAngle [a.k.a. Christine]
~neptunestears:iconneptunestears: Aug 25, 2003, 7:28:52 PM
thanks for the comment, Im glad I bought a smile to your face ^^
~worthless-poet:iconworthless-poet: Aug 25, 2003, 12:39:53 PM
thanx... my braing and heart really needed to hear that.
~darkryuujin:icondarkryuujin: Aug 25, 2003, 10:18:51 AM
I don't understand why you don't get compliments more often. . . though it is the pain within that sparks your writing - I'm glad you post it, for others to see, read, and feel. It usually helps me to get it all out, but even if it doesn't, It DOES help to get comments about people who are going through the same thing, and how they dealt with it. Its always nice to know you aren't completely alone.

And thought I never went through a suicidal phase, I am depressed. So I feel most of what you are saying.

I know what you should write about!! Whatever the hell you want! Whatever is in your heart at the time, whatever plagues your mind, whatever drains from your thoughts onto paper. Whether its Daisies or Murder, I'll read it.
~TraneVonEinEngel:iconTraneVonEinEngel: Aug 25, 2003, 9:12:37 AM
hey its me, if you wanna see the one about my mom its titled "fake closed heart prison"
~ch405t1c5:iconch405t1c5: Aug 25, 2003, 2:47:38 AM
Thanks for your comment on The New Colossus. Dunno why I did it but just had the idea;)
~darkryuujin:icondarkryuujin: Aug 25, 2003, 1:51:06 AM
Thanks for the comment. But in reality, she is the friend for me. She's been there so much that I can never repay her. And even if I did, I couldn't stay away from her.

Now I wanna see your work - it reaches for me. . .
~urban-gem2:iconurban-gem2: Aug 22, 2003, 2:03:47 AM
Wow oh wow you faved 3 of my works :o omg thank you sooooooooooooooooooooooo much, that honestly means soooo much to me, Welcome to DA by the way.

What you wrote in your journal sounds like me, how I used to be, so if you ever wanna chat bout anythin I'm sugar_candy51@hotmail.com :hug:

Thanx again for all your lovely comments hun
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